~kcik ati kot~

dis week aq sgt2 sdiy+not well....
aq cpat gle kcik ati...
emmmm...don know.....
n now im not in mood nk cte....
t aq cte yek....nyte2....hurmmmmm

~im in blurr world~

bleeding love Category: Life Closed off from love I didn't need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you're frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melted to the ground Found something true And everyone's looking round Thinking I'm going crazy But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing's greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe But I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it's draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I'll be wearing these scars For everyone to see I don't care what they say I'm in love with you They try to pull me away But they don't know the truth My heart's crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love

~im not perfect~

im not a perfect gurl...
my hair doesnt always stay in place...&
i spill things a lot...im pretty clumsy &
sometymes i have a broken heart(but i think always happen to me )
my friends & i sometymes fight &
maybe some days nothing goes right..
but when i think about it..& take a step back...
i remember how amazing life truly is &..that maybe...just maybe...
i like being unperfect...
thats y many people said that nobody's perfect in this world n i already realised bout it...n im one of them... 

hepy wif ma dormmate

kemarin merpekn ari yg plin be mkne jgak dlm idop aq...coz aq d beri permission tuk jmpe owg2 yg pnting dlm idop aq yg dlu....coz phm2 je ar ibu cmne...sgt2 cerewat ngn stiap aktiviti aq...heee...dgn permisson ni aq rse hepy sgt dpt mkn sme2 ngn ma dormmate+chit chat sme2...da hmpir 2 taun aq mgilang kn dri dr diowg tp xd skit pn diowg bnci aq....sowi guys bkn aq sngaje...tp keadaanyg wat aq be tindak cmtu...don know y....1day kowg akn taw gak nape aq wat cmtu...he~~


walo ari yg te lampau2 meletih kn diowg sggop lyn kerenah aq be jln keliling muo..heee...sbnar ny aq saje je nk jln jao2...coz nk ilang kn tension..hee..xpsl2 diowg jd mgse...heee..jhat kn aq ni....mmg kwn yg xgne...smpi2 sne moga not in good mood lak...so dye going back..tp kmi xblek...ttp troskn gosip2 hngat(xar te lalu hangat sbnrny)heee...tros wat keje gle redah muo yg xpna diowg lalu pn kteowg men redah...nseb bek xsesat tol2...heee..then mse nk blek ar pling lawak..coz kteowg acik tetinggal bas je...hahaha...cam owg gle kejo bas tp xsmpat gak...heee...cian fina..tol2 kurus dak tu kteowg keje kn......heee...
sok kn ny kteowg g mlake...heee..tu be tmbah2 ar bes coz kteowg wat tol2 keje gle..fina yg xd lesen te pkse jd driver bwk kete han ke mlake...hahahha....nseb bek gle xkne tahan polis....seyez mnakut kn....heee...then smpi je mlake..tros serbu pggung...heee..cam owg xpna msok pggung de gaye gak...heee...mmg gle tol kalo 3 dak xtaw malu ni be jmpe....heeee.....sronok sgt2...coz da lme xngok wyg + xjd gle2....heee...mmg sgt syok...heee...luv them both....rse cam ilang sume mslh aq time tu.....walo kne blek uma rushng nk mati tp rse cam pnat lelah aq bebaloi sgt2....seyez...heee...


smpi2 je jb,my mum col kate diowg kat perak....cam pe ntah mse tu perasaan..seyez geram nk mampos....geram gle...tp sabo je ar....da ar kne tdo uma pkngh....sgt2 melalukan....kne follow diowg g men futsal ag...fuh!sgt2 ar penat...emmmm....tp pnat aq bebaloi coz sgt bes ngok diowg men futsal....all my cousin sgt2 ar sporting gle.....heee...xsngke tol...huuu....
after alot of problm come thru me,i think i should more relax and make the problm solve smoothly.....juz don ever thnk it in comlicated way....sometime i shold let my self be more relax and try to enjoy ur every single moment.....

~falling in love again~

I think im in love wif aziz...i do know y...slm dye col...dye cte psl idop dye...future dye,past life dye....aq rse sgt teruje...aq pn xtaw nape...walo kteowg slalo argue msg2....tp mlm smlm cam de 1 tarik kn yg kate kn dye da 1...i don know....oh gosh....what should i do babe....aq xmo te kecewa ag...tp dis feeling keep telling...juz go angah....juz go b4 he change his mind....oh....bro i need u but tkot i hurt u feeling...don know y....emmmm.....mlm td dye slalo ckp dye buz n tkot xd mse nk spend kat aq...n dye xmo t jd isu gado...dye cube terang kn situasi  akn be laku n da be laku...aq xtaw nk caye ke x...adakah care aq ni te lalo jual mhal...coz he keep telling me dat aq te lalu jual mhal...heheheheh....mne de...aq juz nk dye taw aq xmudah d maen kn n aq nk dye jd the best men win....aq nk dye jd that winner...i want him....plez help me....i don know whether dye tol2 ke x...aq xtaw....aq rungsing...aq taw dye still syg kn effy...aq xnk halang hbgn diowg coz she's his 1st love....diowg still de potensi tuk rujuk blek...tolong ar...aq xmo jd perampas...aq xtaw pe tndakan yg aq kne wat...juz don know...blurr.....aq nk abg aq tolong tp aq xnk jd cam perigi crik timbe...aq xmo...aq xnk d anggap cam tu...aq xnk gak jd owg yg ckp xsupe bikin lak...aq xtaw...aq juz xley kawal pe yg belaku dlm idop aq skrng...i juz don know....ohhhh!!!plez.....i juz keep being confius again n again......agk ny aq mmg xlayak tuk ske kat sape2 pn...tu muktamat ye angah....so ko kn e sdor dri....syg dri ko dlu....n syg fmly n agame n kwn2....bior ar mse tentu kn ny....stop dreaming yek....ko kne wat bnde ni walo ati ko nk igt dye.....ko kne gak....no matter what happen...ko kne mule kn idop bru ag...juz think about ur future k.....tu yg most importang thinh ko kne wat skrng n in future....ke inginan ko kne tolak tepi skrg....coz sume tu mainan perasaan ko je mkin ko lyn mkin ko ley jd gle ngah....remember dta...ko da sparuh gle skrng.....so ko kne cover n pulih kn semula b4 sume owg perasan k.....ko kne bek n sembuh semula...u have to wake up....kalo tol dye ske ko,dye akn dtg ngn sndri ny....igt ko bkn d one gurl yg dye pna ckp cmtu....ok gurl....

~future aq~

mase dpn aq musnah sekelip mate....nyesal sgt coz dlu be tindak melulu mse pemilihan mtrik...now...aq nyesal se umo idop...tension sgt2...nape aq di duga ag....cte2 aq slalo xte capai....pe ar nsib aq ni....nape aq xpna dpt pe yg aq idam kn...nape???nape????ya allah,ni je ar jln idop aq yg tggal...nape ko amk jgak...aq time sume yg ko amk dr idop aq slme ni...tp jgn ko tarik plajarn aq...tu je kelebihn yg aq tggal...aq juz de tu utk bukti kn pd dunie aq mmpu be jye walo aq xcntik,xhbat,xcekap dn xpintar....geram ny.....!!!!!nape dugaan aq xsmpi c tu je....aq d duga ag ngn rsult MUET aq...aq juz mampu peroleh bnd 2 je....n dgn ykin ny aq xkn dpt tmpt dlm bidang yg aq ingin kn + xkn dpt u yg aq idam kn...sdiy te amat sgt...smpi rse cam nk ptus ase je....aq seyez ly rse cam xnk stdy ag...aq tension sgt....sume owg xnk phm...sume owg juz amk mudh yg kputusn aq...n juz taw nk blame aq...aq bkn robot ygbley d arah ske2 ati...im not k....aq xse pintar + rjin cam along n abg cik...se kurang2 ny aq de hati + perasaan seowg manusie...tolong ar phm....tp alhmdullah allah dtg kn sowg teman yg beri aq sokongn yg mmpu wat aq be nafas + smagat tk blaja blek...time kasih kwn,....walo aq xpna rpat ngn ko,tp ko de mse aq tgh celaro ngn idop aq....time kasih sgt2....aq benar2 hargai...but what should i do right now...???????pe care g perlu aq lakukan tuk teros be nafas?????i won gve up tp aq da letih.....sgt2 te luke ngn pe yg be laku....tol2 xsngke sgt.....help me.......aq xmo hancur kn hrapn tggi ayh pd aq.....ayh nk sgt aq gnti tmpt dye.....so plez angah u have to do +thing...u need to be strong again but this time need to be more....for ur lovely dad....u cant let him cried for just bcoz dis stupid thing.....u hav to get a good rslt ngah...u have to fight....chaiyok2...u can do dis....come on.......NURUL HUSNA U WILL NEVER LOSE...REMMEMBER DAT....ko kne bukti kn ko tol2 ley be jye....ayh skrng ngh tolong ko tuk dpt kn gak tmpt yg ko impi kn walo bnde tu wat dye ssh skrng...u have to repay back by get the best rslt+capai or kote kn cte2 ayh....ko kne kote kn walo dgn ape care skali pn...bior ko nanges+saket ngah...tp ayh n ibu akn snyum n bangge ngn ko...ni jnji ko ngah....jgn rsau coz moga slalo de blkng ko....igt tu......

mggu cpl

mggu ni rmai tol owg ajk aq cpl...agk2 nape ea..pelik tol....muke aq ni de cop mohor ke....hee....aq xphm tol....mule2 ajiz pastu layer...then aiman...after that moga + aca....latest sei...wat lawk pe.....diowg igt mggu cabutan be tuah pe....hehehhe...rimas taw x.....igt aq ni pe...snang2 je ley d bwk ke hulu ke hilir....aq manusie yek...ank en aziz...msih dare+suci ag...igt aq xde harge dri pe.....kalo nk men2 jgn mntk doe....wat pening pale aq je t...aq nk blaja yek...aqde fmly yg kne tanggung....xkn sbb cpl aq akn jd len lak...aq belom perlu kn cpl wat mse ni...walo aq nk sgt de cpl...tp aq kne sabo.....aq tkot pe kare sme berulang...
ag pn aq bkn ny ssuai tuk sape2 wat mse ni....
adib!!!!aq benci sgt kat ko....aq benci gle2....aq hrp sgt mse dpt patah blik+dpt tumbuk muke ko...aq geram sgt2....nape ko nk wat bek ngn aq ag...dlu ko sibuk nk rosak kn idop aq kn...skrng,ko te hegeh2.....benci sgt2....pegi ar kat rabie ko tu....babi....cial....celake...................aq bnci2 gle2 kat ko...................
aq sdiy sgt mlm ni....aq kecewe ngn dye.......aq xnk knal ngn sape2 wat mse ni...